My Magic Wand

Holding my hands in your hand..
And you became my magic wand..

You are so gentle even when you say "dont mind if i say something non gentlemanly",
But your touch indeed is so heavenly.

Slowly, you entered inside my heart,
Like light not like dart,
Making me feel more for you.. More you.. That is your art.

I was alone in the dark, you came like a soothing spark, I want to have you always, in all possible ways..

But this is something that happened, i cant make
My land and sky now seems to shake
Like a terrible earthquake..
But this I am not going to take.
Trust on me you have to make.
But happy to know u connected everything to our sake.

Know.. There are still left some lumps,
But hope you understand goose bumps,
Again thinking of you my heart jumps..
And faster than fastest it pumps..

Again your thought gives me solace..
You dont think me as a savage
Again your thought gives me power...
And it feels like the eternal shower..

You are my sky and my land..
Holding my hands in your hand
You became my magic wand.....

I Know You Don't Love Me

I know you don't love me,
I am just your toy,
I take aback my feelings,
I don't want to ploy.

I know you don't like me talk,
But still, by your side I walk,
I am slowly becoming a rock,
For i know, you don't want you and me dock.

Finishing the day, looking at the clock,
I wait for you, no matter how hard you mock,
With the sky and the flock,
I try and leave behind, every shock.

Thinking about the way you gaze,
The more I think, the more it is a maze,
I see you not holding the lace ,
I stop there to make it not look like  I chase.

I belligerently ask the moon,
Whether it's a bane or a boon,
Night passes, so does the noon,
I never get an answer, no later, no soon.

I know you won't understand my cry,
Every now and then I plausibly wry,
Not to show you, how hard I try,
And fading dark how my emotions fry.

I know you don't love me, how hard I try,
I know you don't love me, I am just your toy,
I know you won't love me, but still I try.....